| Wow....a very odd night....
Mom ran across her ex-husband, Steve's email address ( okay--she looked for it for 2 and a half hours on message boards ). So she finnally finds it by pure luck, and sends him a mean e-mail. Saying that he will never be happy with his new wife, adn that she was special because he had her name tatoo'd on him twice. All this mean psycho bullshit. Then at 6 or so--i get online and see that he is online--AOL having added her on its own. So mom sees this and sits and bitches at his wife for an hour until she signed off in discust. Then Phil came over after mom left and we were downloading stupid movies and watching them, and I get an IM from a "PsycoSeth101" -- turns out its my ex-step brother ( Steve's son ). So we talked for a little while and he asked if he could call--so i gave him the number and i talked to him for about a half an hour and he talked to amber for another half hour. Of my three stepbrothers--Steven, Seth, and Storm--I was closest to him, we were the closest in age and had more in commen tthen the others--so it was really weird to talk to him again. My older stepbrother, Steven, doesnt talk to anyone in his family anymore since they all hate his girlfriend. And Storm, who is 12, lives with his mom in Westwego--and has tried to kill himself several times--hes a bad, bad cutter. My cousin Ashley Connor is a full fledged lesibein--and all her family likes her girlfriend. Its weird--I havent talked to these people in 4 years--and I still can remmeber exactly how they were. Then I pissed off Connor. ! _-_ !
Phil and I had our little fun time. Cold things are interesting--or so he says. My sister came in later and was being stupid, so I started chasing her around and I jumped on her bed and misjudged it, so I ended up smacking my head on the wall--really hard. It hurt so bad I wanted to cry--but i couldn't so I just shook. Phil thought I wa slaughing. I started cussing real bad, and amber threw a fit becasue she doesnt like cussing at all. I took soem pain killer, and it was fine as long as i didnt touch it.
Mom and I had a long talk about politics and religion. That was weird. Very weird indeed. . .
So--then I got online--talked ot Phil and Kasy. Sage wasnt on tonight--it was odd, since I've talked to him everynight a week straight almost.
I finaly decided to go to bed at around 4:30--and had the weirdest dream. I saw these two teenage girls, all in black and fishnet and stuff--running excitedly into a movie theatre, and outside, where it should have said the movie name--it just said "Gore" in orange lights. And Im watching these two go in, wniding around all these poles and stuff to get to the front of the theatre, and I start to think one might be me--but she has her hair an a ponytail with green and red string braided itno it, so it cant be me. Then i start watching things through on of the girl's eyes. There is a womanin sorta a cacoon type thing, all back and red, and shes hanging in this cacoon from the celing by black chains, crying. And then these 3 or 4 men come and stand under her--and she starts squirming to get free, but cant. And then the men take out these long, barbed things like you'd stab a fish with and just start tearing into her. They'd push the sticks into her and then yank them out and blood and gore would go everywhere and I would hear people cheering. Then I heard a man scream, and "I" turn and see its Phil, and hes covered in this womans blood, hysterical and the person Im watching this through takes a step twords him and i felt--literally felt--a sharp pain in my back like I was being stabbed. And then I woke up.
Im crazy.
Mom and amber are gone.! |
